Well, I have been working away for a little while now posting out blogs. trying to reach out to people wherever out there. Attempting to share, to be open and honest. To be willing to put things on the line. So far to little avail. A total of four positive reactions and two very negative and hostile is all the feedback I have so far recieved. It does raise the point, is there anyone out there?
taking a deep breath I even threw open my web site to people, Brenda Dawns personal pages, though I was quite reluctant to allow blokes there. In all honesty I am trying to bridge the large gaps in my life. Now I wonder, do we live in such a cold, impersonal society that no one can be bothered anymore?
Ok, I know that sounds bitter and I am trying to put the anger and bitterness of my past behind me. So, a brief mention, story number four has just been put out on my website. Attempting to write each day has involved a discipline of getting up at five am, eeeekkkk!
On a totally different note. Having a few problem following my operation my gp advised me stop taking daily saline baths and proscribed potassium permanganate. 'Just sprinkle some in the bath water,' is what I was told. 'It may turn the water pink but do not worry' Pink? The water turned a plum coloured purple. Scary, and with some trepidation I braved it. Seemed to be alright, untill I got out of the bath. My skin had turned a blotchy brown colour. It looked like I had been rolling in curry sauce. It also came off on the bath towel and my skin remained the same for several days. When the bath emptied it too was stained the same sort of colour, which needs bleach to remove. My bathmat has turned black too. Ah such trial and tribulations!! Oh and another point, never leave the tube of KY jelly near the toothpaste, please be assured, it does not taste nice. As always, I welcome feedback and would love to hear from folks out there and ladies, please, I need fresh material for new stories to be posted out. Thanks. Brenda dawn